kind of a downer day

i dont have much to say today. Hutch and i had one amazing adventure to the storage unit, but were then turned away by the coded door. We need to make a payment on the unit or we cant get our stuff its lame but i understand. I find myself alone a lot this week, even when i am surrounded by the people i love and admire most i still feel a bit alone, and i know its really the frenzy of the first week back for everyone and we are all crazy its just that i want so much more with stuff right now and i cant have it. im being very selfish and i know Gods perfect timing is what i need to hold on to but yeah. my friend is moving to a far off land i am so going to miss her, i wish i could have told her the things that ive wanted for so long but havent had the guts too. well here it is. YOURE FREAKING AMAZING, I WISH I COULD HAVE TOLD YOU EVERY SINGLE TIME I SAW YOU...yeah she leaves this week for a long time fare thee well i shall for ever cherish the times we spent in the elevator...good night

Pray Hard and Hold on to Jesus